Mary - Manville, New Jersey
Entered on January 26, 2009
Age Group: 30 - 50
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Broken, barefoot and cold I wander the streets at night

Aimlessly searching for you to unlock the door The truth hides under your years of lies

Confronted and cornered you offer no answers only excuses

Never to be revealed to the who, what, and the why

How could you let those secrets die with you as I am sure they wil

No comfort or peace will come of this

I continue on my life’s journey confused and miunderstood

Abandoned and hungry no nuture no care

My flesh and innocence sold to strangers

Was it the money that moved you or was it you addictions

Your twisted circle of friends..druggies, alcoholics, pimps, prostitutes

You had a choice to step in and cahnge this visious cycle of shame

I hold you accountable

I now know I am not to blame

You shoulder the guilt yet I carry the pain

No winners only loosers in your perverted game

I am older and wiser now yet the clock moves on

I am tired of running and I hurt to look back

I have to move forward with the lessons that I’ve learned

Looking for the good in the future and never to repeat the past

Breaking the cycle is my mission

My fighting spirit has gotten me this far I have no regrets only the scars