I will not change again

When I was born I came out with a smile instead of crying that worried the nurses cause they thought I was dead. I never got what I wanted so I would the best of what I had. My life was pretty Rough but I never did drugs or turn to a gang for back up. I always stayed postive even in the roughest of times and people always wonder how I stay postive. I tell them think of something funny or I just give them advice to not think of it. Now that I’m older I kinda got what I wanted and took advantage of it and went to far and changed into a guy that wanted everthing and wanted the attetion around me. People knew that wasnt me and I lost alot of friends because of that or they just put up with me. I looked into it and found the person that I made not somebody I pretended to be.