In my life as a Catholic, I have really been asking myself how is this going to help
me in life. It has just been digging and digging into me to find out what being a Catholic
will help me do. So I have figured to just go through my head and see when God has
been there for me.
First, I can tell you that God has been there for some parts of my life. On the
other hand he hasnʼt the other times. So at moments in my life I really feel like God isnʼt
there for me at all. Especially when I need someone to look to for any help I would
Second, when he has been there for me, I can really notice. He just fills up my
body, like putting joy in my heart. It is like he will never leave my side. But, then there is
a chance that he wonʼt be there when I make a small mistake, like he is almost
ashamed of me.
In conclusion, I really doubt my belief in Catholicism. That I donʼt think that God
will ever be there for me. Also, that God might be there for one moment ,and just
disappear when I need him.