With so many contrasting views, values, beliefs, religions and philosophies combined with the people that live dearly by them, some of witch are the most intelligent people in the world. I wonder that if these scholars can’t agree or come up with mutual conclusion than I myself might not be able to reach one.
Because I am a “rational” conscious being I need to have answers to my questions so I felt I must adopt something. As result of this I have become lost, floating in an “ocean” of appealing yet contrasting ideologies. I sometimes find my self lost not knowing what is true, but from a more realistic perspective how not to have contradicting core values.
I have questioned people’s beliefs before and have even gained pleasure out of confusing or creating doubt in their mind about them. Once though I reflected on my own beliefs and it yielded that I my self am guilty of doubt and confusion.
However when I do examine the actual ideologies of my mind I find I cannot come to any conclusion because I don’t even know where they came from or what my mind really is. What I claim to know is that my mind is there and it is doing something, something different than the person next to me, interpreting and articulating in a way that no one else ever has done before.
What makes me able to cope with infinite amounts of information is that I am allowed to perceive it and enjoy it anyway I please. I believe that the mind is real but all I should worry about is the notion that it’s unique and that I am aware of it. Now instead of wondering I just go one threw my day enjoying, being thankful that I have the ability to at least wonder if I choose to.
Adopting this philosophy has made life a lot more enjoyable because it makes what I am doing whatever I choose it to be. What it all comes down to is that I am free in some sort of way to either collide with the obstacles that is life or stand behind them, this I believe…
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