Im a 15 year old Female. With So Much Pain Bottled Deep Inside of Me. In School I Pretend theirs nothing wrong with so people wont question me. Ive lived in Florida For 10 years then i had to move to georgia because we found out my father was a crackhead then we lived with my aunt. I lived there for about 3 years then had to move to New york because my grandmother died and we had to take care of my grandfather. While i was living in georgia i was exposed to the fact that the man i knew my whole life wasnt really my father. I could never look at him the same again. I feel like the outkast in my family. Even When i was younger my father treated my brothers better than my sister and I. Now I live in New York, Ive been here for about 4 years. I realized its better to accept your past than to just try and avoid it because no matter how much you try you cant. God Does Things For a Reason and You Juss Have To Accept It and Understand It. You Cant Let it Burden You.
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