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We Never Go Away
Cape Cod writer and performer Dennis Downey draws upon his poetic musings to express a range of beliefs — in the soul, the tribe, the book, and the fire at the core of the earth and on the surface of the sun.
I believe in genes and a forward flow of time and in all things visible and invisible.
Smaller than a light microscope sees,
a gene is a genie (is a ghost)
is one-half of each of us given by one-half of each parent.
Each of us comes from two parents
each of whom came from two parents
each of whom came from two parents
in an endless criss-cross of streams of time and persons going backwards
And each of us is as in our own incarnation
a soul inside a body
for some reason
a fire
a flame
a soul
what we desire
(that we desire)
Lighter than flesh, the soul is the glow of us.
The soul is the particular glow that the genes make when they make.
It’s the soul that stands the body up and gets it moving forward.
Every body’s soul is on a journey.
I believe we live in a solar system
that we go around a sun, the Sun
and that the Sun is a giant ball of flame.
I believe that most of the energy for everything on Earth
comes from the Sun except
for the energies of the Earth itself
because the Earth itself is also on fire.
Inside.
In the center.
At its core.
We know this from volcanoes.
That there is fire going on inside of the Earth.
We stand on an earth that is
a boiling ball of iron
on fire in space
spinning at its core as it circles a source of sunshine.
And each generation is short. A mutation.
first we’re a child
then an adult
then a parent in turn to a child
then an old person
(hopefully)
with change, constant change all around us all ways through out
who wears what who’s in charge what music sounds good
I believe that a book is a box.
Because a book carries something from some one person to another
And because it is used (and can be used) to carry ideas across time.
Which is how ideas build up.
And each of us is not only our own lives unwinding forward
but also a part of (and in service to)
the larger life of the tribe
which in turn is in service to the larger life of the species
which in turn is in service to a larger life source
lost in a bath of stars that is a galaxy
scattered in the hugeness of the universe.
We are not lost when we die.
We never go away.
Why would we go away?
When we’re gone, we come back.
Writer Dennis Downey hails from a large, Irish Catholic family in New England. His performance talks combine history, language, culture and technology to describe the larger world beneath our everyday lives. Downey lives with his family on Cape Cod.
Independently produced for NPR by Jay Allison and Dan Gediman with John Gregory and Viki Merrick.
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